Day One

So, let me tell you, this gorgeous body has been 25 years in the making. Kidding, kidding, you can't really think that I am happy with the way I look. I keep thinking to myself my day is going to come. I am finally going to get to the point where I can't stand it anymore and loose the weight. But that day hasn't shown up and I am scared that I am going to be one of those people who sit around and another 20 years pass me by and another 100lbs get added on.

I want to be completely honest and real with this blog. I want to be able to tell the days that I have failed, the days I have been sucsessful and everything else in between. This is something that I have to commit to this time. I am not afraid to admit that if I don't nip this in the bud now, I could die a very young death. With the arrival of my first nephew weeks away, this scares me.

Not only am I doing a weightloss journey...again....Im going to take this time and blog to make this a mental, spiritual and emotional journey. There are alot of things in my life that need a little TLC and I plan on taking care of that.

I am going to take this day by day, step by step.

Today's goal was: Walk more than normally
                            Drink water...NO POP


As I write at 9:45pm, I am happy to say that I am officially on my 5th bottle of WATER. I have even made several laps around work today just trying to stay busy. Even if nobody ends up reading this....at least I have a place that I can talk about it.

Goal for tomorrow: Work on portion control
                               Go on a walk with Miss Tianna
                               Get my biggest loser wii game another go ( this game left me with dead weights for legs last week, funny, but I didn't exactly stretch before or after...EEP!)


Wish me luck!

Here is the most recent picture of me. This was taken Saturday at Juan's nieces wedding. Something has to change......